i am absolutely in love with this, every bit of it. so sweet.
i don’t like it. i don’t like how
and most of all
I heard once that you cannot live with regrets, because at one time it was exactly what you wanted. Not saying i live with regrets, but that i wish i lived like i did in the past. when things made sense and people in my life were close, warm, gentle, loving and compassionate. the things we experience in life is what molds us into who we are. but what if you become something you weren’t supposed to. what if you took the wrong road. what if the person you used to be is who you really are. how do you change to become that person in your past. i miss that person, and who the people around me used to be.
sometimes i really really wish i just had a husband already. then other times i think i am so not ready for marriage. 20-somethings you are so mind boggling, confusing and stressful sometimes.
and why can’t i seem to figure out how to be happy on my own?
so tired of being angry and full of negative emotion. tired of you not being around. tired of not feeling loved.
yes please. happiness is its simplest, purest, prettiest form :)